Orchestrating My Life

As a kid, I never understood how orchestras worked. All I saw was some dude with Albert Einstein’s hair in a butler’s tuxedo waving a magic wand around, forcing a bunch of musicians to play the soundtrack of a movie or play. (I almost always envisioned Star Wars or The Nutcracker)

But one question nagged at me the most: “How come they present that ‘dude’ as the leader, when he doesn’t even have an instrument?” What I soon figured out became an illustration of God’s gracious leadership in my life.

That one guy (or gal) at the helm is called the conductor. He doesn’t need an instrument to play, because all the other musicians are “his instruments” in a sense. The conductor knows the music inside and out, knowing when certain instruments are playing and when they are not, and even understanding when he will need to slow them down or lower their volume.

He guides the orchestra through his hand gestures, which is where we get our verb “to orchestrate.”

God is not very different in our own lives. He sits on the throne of the universe, ready to lead us to make a beautiful sound together.

On Wednesday, Courtney and I celebrated our 16-year dating anniversary. When I asked her if she would be willing to be my girlfriend, I could have never anticipated, let alone “orchestrated” these past 16 years. Which is why I am so grateful for God’s guidance in our lives. When we obey Him as our “conductor,” He makes sweet melodies with our lives. 

I’ll admit, His time signature doesn’t always match mine, and sometimes He directs me to stop playing when I think I should play louder. But He always knows best. I’ve realized that I never do well when I ignore His direction.

Which leads me to my prayer for you. May you see Him as THE loving and wise conductor in your life this week. You are at your best when you follow His lead. See y’all on Sunday morning!

Grace and Peace,

Pastor Jack

Goodie Bags and What’s Really Good

I grew up in a medium-sized country church with 300-plus people on a Sunday. There was so much I loved about growing up there but one thing stood out when I was under 10 yrs old. Every year the kids would do a Christmas program. For all my years that meant listening to my mom sing Away In A Manger while trying to get the 2 yr old kids to sing and do the motions with her. But what really got me excited in the weeks and even months leading up to the Christmas program was the goodie bags we would get afterward. It was like the sweet payoff from going to church every Wednesday night and Sunday morning. You might be thinking that it was really easy to buy me out. A few cookies and maybe some peppermints... wow Will it’s easy to bribe you. Those are the kinds of bags I have seen at other churches but not my church. As great as those bags were to my friends I had truly experienced something that was at another level. What I was used to were the common simple brown lunch bags but they were absolutely packed full! There was always a piece of fruit and some unshelled peanuts for bulk but there was also at least one if not multiple full-sized candy bars along with a generous handful of other candy. Adding to my joy was the fact that unlike getting candy at other times of the year my parents placed no limit on how much of it we could eat. Maybe they were feeling generous because of the Christmas Season, maybe they were happy that I was excited about church, or maybe they thought the fruit and peanuts balanced out the massive sugar load! I don’t know but it was awesome!

I look back on those years with fond memories but I realized in thinking about those goodie bags that I would think about them very differently now. I am a pastor, dad, and adult. Like most parents I want my kids to experience some of the good stuff that I did as a kid and hopefully, I minimize some of the other stuff. We take our kids to see Christmas lights, enjoy meals with extended family together and we try to travel around the holiday to have that good road trip time together. But, I realized if I were trying to recreate those bags (I don’t know if the church I grew up in even still does them) I would think through an entirely different lens than I did as a kid.

In that post-childhood lens I think about all the emails and texts I would have to send to mobilize volunteers to pack the bags. I would have to make sure the expenses came from the right budget line or that I got volunteers on board to pay for the items. I would have to organize a time and place to pack the bags, get them stored before the event, and make sure they got passed out. It would be so expensive to supply all that food for all the kids (we probably had 120 kids in our Christmas program growing up) and I don’t know where you even buy 50 lb bags of peanuts because I am sure it took two of those.

I am walking through all of this with the bags to make a point about Christmas itself. I was taught from a young age not to make Christmas about material things like getting gifts for myself and that lesson of focusing more on Jesus than the consumer trappings in this season has stuck. But as an adult, I can still get trapped by them in a different way and that’s what thinking about the Christmas bags of my childhood made me realize. All the logistics of this season. Sure I can avoid making Christmas all about the money and though I like getting gifts I honestly think I could go without and be just fine. Steph and I often forgo getting each other gifts because we would rather travel to see family or get our family bigger presents. We make a gift budget when we do get gifts. What I realized I can still get trapped by are all the logistics.

Planning family gatherings and events is my jam. Thinking about 100 activities to do with my kids so they have fun is also something I love to do. Steph and I love road trips so all that goes into those is exciting. Even as a pastor this season is a high point for the church so we wanna get everything right that we can. I have found that what crowds out Jesus from my Christmas season is not wishing and hoping for gifts or material things but just the busy scramble of trying to make it good... Did you feel the pain in your heart reading that sentence that I did typing it...

Even though I focus on what Christians would call the good things of the Christmas season like family, giving to others, and celebrating Jesus I can still get lost trying to make it good and not spend time with Jesus who is the one who made it possible for things to even be good. I consistently make Jesus coming to earth and the great gift He gave us by being Emmanuel, God with Us the most important thing I think about this time of year. However, I have seen that it is very easy to not spend time celebrating that with Jesus Himself.

That is my goal then for this Christmas to lavishly spend time celebrating Jesus with Jesus himself. I am still going to plan fun things for the kids and spend time with family, I am not necessarily cutting things out but maybe I will be less worried about getting them planned and keeping my focus on Jesus, not just this season that is about Him. The best gift He gave us, after all, is coming to be with us and that’s a present I hope I look for every day!

- Pastor Will

A great big thank you!

Yay!  I get to write the staff journal right after Thanksgiving!  I am so glad because I have wanted to tell all of you how much I thank God for you!  I have only been here at Grace Community Church for about four years.  In my time here, I have received so much kindness, encouragement, and prayers.  I love coming to Grace and spending time with my church family.  Thank you!

What made my family join Grace was that the people here are genuine.  They truly love the Lord and look to Him for guidance.  When people are going through struggles or times of grieving, they do not go through it alone.  I see so many of you walking beside those that are hurting. You don’t just say you are going to pray for each other, you actively do it.  I see our church family holding each other up in physical ways as well.  You are a great example for our next generation in this. Thank you.

Sometimes we struggle through times of sin as well.  We all need help.  We help each other rely on God and keep each other accountable.  On Monday evening also, I have come by a couple of times and witnessed the people coming to our building for Celebrate Recovery with hope.  I was amazed at how many of the volunteers there were from our church family!  They have been selflessly giving of their time to help others in the community.  Thank you.

Speaking of community…This church family has been rolling up its sleeves to help serve the community during Big Serve.  That is so great!  Also, the amount of volunteers that are spending time with kids in the community during Summer Quest is amazing.  Thank you for caring for the salvation of not only our kids in our church, but for so many of the kids in areas around town. Thank you.

I believe there are around 150 volunteers that are dedicating time with our kids on a weekly basis.  There are so many volunteers in the Sunday school classrooms, Awana groups, helping with Route 56,  Transform, and camps.  On Sundays and Wednesdays, I notice many kids run to class, some give their helpers hugs, and most of them light up when they see the volunteer they are going to be spending the next hour with. You are great mentors for our children.  Thank you.

I just see so many examples of our church family being the hands and feet of Jesus.  Thank you for living out how Christ was showing us to love and serve each other.  I am grateful.  Thank you.


In His Service,

Amy


Faithful or Full of it?

I was thinking a while back. Well okay, I was talking to someone about faith in a certain situation (which I better not disclose) and this thought hit me. Am I faithful or just full of it?

Faith, almost everyone talks about it and says they have it, but I think a larger number of them are more full of it, then they are faithful. Being faithful has to be more than just talking about it. It takes action, stepping out, trusting when all else seems hopeless or impossible, not letting doubt invade, and most importantly God has to be present in our mind and heart.

Let me tell you a story. There was a pastor that at one time had some major bills due and for some reason (I don’t know why) was not going to be able to meet them. He was stressed but that stress led to faith, which led to prayer, which led to God providing in a miraculous way. It wasn’t flashy or movie worthy but it was miraculous. He hadn’t publicized it or made a big deal about it. It was just between him, his family and God. A few days later they received an anonymous envelope with the money that was needed. COOL!! This pastor had faith, his faith in God never wavered nor did he doubt; he just remained faithful.

Wait, I have another story I would like to share. There was a man who was sick and in the hospital and the outlook was that he might not see the end of the month, as the doctors could not figure out what was wrong. Everything they did helped a little then things would turn and seem worse. There was a wife who knew that there was only one person that could help her husband and she went to that person several times every day. She even asked her friends and family to go to that person every day and they did. Guess what, that person came through, He touched and He treated her husband and her husband got well and was even better than he was before he got sick. AWESOME!! By the way, that person she went to was Jesus. Her faith in Jesus never wavered nor did she doubt; she just remained faithful.

Okay one final story, I promise it is the last one. There was this man who seemed to have everything and then through a series of tragic events he lost all of his children and all of his grandchildren. He even lost his job and his wealth. The only thing he had left it seemed was his wife and his faith.  But things got worse. His wife and his best friends all told him that he was stupid and that he should give up his faith that he had and curse God because God didn’t care, or these things wouldn’t have happened. He continued to have faith and believe that God did care and he prayed and cried out to God. God heard him and saw his faith and returned all of what he had lost and  more than what he had before. (This man was Job in case you hadn't picked up on that.)  This man had faith, his faith in God never wavered nor did he doubt; Job just remained faithful.

We all have times in our lives, our jobs, our businesses, our health, our finances, and our families in which we need to be faithful.  At those times we can choose to talk a lot about faith (Being full of it.) or we can truly be faithful by depending on God in an unquestioning and undoubting way.  There are even times in our church where we need to be faithful that God will make up for a lack of funds, the need for more people to help with ministry or programs, work out the different points of view, resolve conflict, or turn the hearts of the lost toward Him. It is in those times that we can choose to talk a lot about faith (Being full of it.) or we can truly be faithful by depending on God in an unquestioning and undoubting way.

  • Do you have faith? 

  • Will your faith in God ever waiver? 

  • Will you doubt, or will you just remain faithful?

At the end of Job’s story he has a conversion with God and this is what Job realizes:

  • I know that you can do anything and no plan of yours can be thwarted.

  • You asked, “Who is this who conceals my counsel with ignorance?”Surely I spoke about things I did not understand,things too wondrous for me to know.

  • You said, “Listen now, and I will speak.

  • When I question you, you will inform me.”

  • I had heard reports about you, but now my eyes have seen you.

Job 42:2-5 (CSB)

So I leave you with one question. Are you FAITHFUL or just Full Of It? Let me reiterate:

“Being faithful has to be more than just talking about it. It takes action, stepping out, trusting when all else seems hopeless or impossible, not letting doubt invade, and most importantly God has to be present in our mind and hearts.”

Now faith is the reality of what is hoped for, the proof of what is not seen. Hebrews 11:1(CSB

- Pastor Sean            


Don't Fight Alone

We just finished up a sermon series about hard things like sexuality and gender.  For some of us we are figuring out how to love and interact with our child or grandchild without endorsing the sin of a homosexual lifestyle.  Some of us are wrestling with whether to use the name of a loved one who changed their name to reflect their desired change of gender.  Some of us are personally fighting the temptations of sexual immorality.  Some of us are giving in to the temptations of sexual immorality.  And the sad thing is, some of us are doing it alone.  For some of us the sin or temptation is secret and we are doing everything we can to manage perceptions and protect ourselves from being found out.  This is exhausting; I know that from experience.

          We were not meant to be alone in our struggles and temptations.  Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 says, “Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up!”  When my sin was still in secret, I was alone.  I had no brother to help pull me up when I fell.  I had no brother that could reach out to me or ask me hard questions, because no one knew I was struggling.

          If you are trying to fight a temptation alone, then I beg of you to find someone to confess to.  Find someone who is close to you and ask them to help you.  If you can’t think of the right person to talk to, then reach out to one of the pastors or try coming to Celebrate Recovery on Monday nights.  Fighting a secret temptation or struggle is exhausting, defeating, and lonely.  Don’t try to fight alone.  Let’s “Bear one another’s burdens” as Galatians 6 says.  Let’s “pray for one another, that we may be healed” as James 5 says.  Let’s “exhort one another every day, as long as it is called ‘today’, that none of us may be hardened by the deceitfulness of sin” as Hebrews 3 says.  Let’s pursue authentic community together because “a man might prevail against one who is alone, but two will withstand him” (Ecclesiastes 4:12)

 See you Sunday!


My Rightnow Media Pick of the month is Sexuality which includes several sessions from Christopher Yuan an author that Pastor Jack referred to several times.

-  Pastor Kyle

The Mercy of God

Did you ever consider what the Garden of Eden was like? In the original creation everything was perfect and made to last forever. All the animals, the plants, the earth itself, along with man was vibrant and alive, growing, blossoming, and most beautiful, full of color. Everything was originally stable, lasting, permanent, full of life that never slowed down or aged or even waned a little. Sin took all of that away.

Gen. 3:17; Cursed is the ground because of sin.

Gen. 3:19; Cursed is man because of sin.

Everything is now groaning under the effects of sin. In Romans 8:21, Paul says we are in “bondage to decay”.  Everything will age, die, and decay.  Science calls it the second law of thermodynamics;  “entropy always increases”.  Entropy is randomness.  Anything left to itself will become more random in its nature.  A building, for example, left to itself will become more random in its structure, eventually falling apart and decaying.  Everything this side of heaven falls apart, including man.

This law was not part of our original created state.  It is part of our sin state. It is not natural.  It is a result of sin.  We only call it natural because we have lived with it so long.  We know nothing else.

But God, in His mercy, kicked Adam and Eve out of the Garden so they would not eat of the tree of life and live in this fallen state forever, according to Gen. 3:22  As a result man dies. But did you ever consider that death is actually a merciful gift from God.  We now do not have to live like this, in our fallen, decaying state, forever.  Christ came to restore all of creation back to a new state where the curse will be no more.

My paraphrase of I Peter 2:11;  Friends, this world is not your home.  In this state, it was never intended to be this way.  Don’t allow yourselves to get too cozy in it.  Don’t indulge your ego at the expense of your soul.

I don’t know about you, but I am looking with anxious anticipation to our new state of existence.

Allen Graber

Elder

Struggling in Secret

“Wow...I’ve never heard that before.” This has been a common thought uttered in the recesses of my mind as I read popular resources on sexuality and gender. Hearing from “both sides” of the issue has stretched and deepened my understanding of our current sexual revolution. Studying Scripture at the same time has deepened my understanding of the truth.

  One of my favorite resources has been Christopher Yuan’s Holy Sexuality and the Gospel: Sex, Desire, and Relationships Shaped by God’s Grand Story. (Other great resources are listed on our Resource page)

  However, something he shared bothered me, and it hasn’t stopped bothering me. While working on his doctorate, Yuan interviewed 80 Christians who were struggling with same-sex attraction. In each interview he asked about their experiences in the Christian community. This was what he had to say about their answers, which he later commented were the norm:

One answered, “I was terrified that I would be judged and ostracized for something I didn’t want and something that wasn’t in my control.” Another said, “I didn’t feel like I would be understood...I thought that I would at least be rejected by peers and maybe even made fun of.” Yet another gave this reason for his silence: “I was terrified to tell close friends for this reason: I couldn’t bear to lose some of the most meaningful friendships in my life.” (pp. 163-164)

  It seems evident that Christians who struggle with same-sex attraction are more likely to look for help outside of the Church for avoidable reasons.

  In the same section referenced above, Yuan writes, “We evangelicals feel free to open up about a multitude of difficulties—pornography addictions, eating disorders, alcoholism, sex abuse, and so on. But many feel that same-sex attraction is the one thing they cannot share with another Christian.”

  This should not be. My hope is that with a clear understanding of the Scripture, we can follow Jesus in the way He interacted with and pursued sinners, and we can edify and encourage other believers in their walk with Christ.

I’m looking forward to Sunday’s Q&A time. I hope the manner in which we share opens the door for meaningful discussion and deeper relationships.

 

Grace and Peace,

Pastor Jack

Power, Love, and Sound Judgement

2 Timothy 1:7 (CSB)  For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but one of power, love, and sound judgment.

Where am I going with this one? I will spill it all at the beginning in case you do not have time to read it to the end! Many times in my life when I have read this verse I use it to remind myself not to be afraid, not to worry, or to have courage. But that is a weak reading of this verse! God, Himself has put His Spirit inside of me, and rather than trying to coax my weak spirit along I should look and listen for His Spirit’s voice.

On a deeper level, this helps us have a tool for discernment, not just a reminder to be less anxious. I love how the three things juxtaposed against fear work together. Often fear itself is very powerful but often is self-preserving so it doesn't check the box on being loving. Fear also does not lead to sound judgment since it is often so reactionary. 

Many times I hear Christians use the cliche to live faith over fear and in principle that is absolutely true. At times though people will choose the “radical” path or what seems bigger or more godly because “they have no fear” but that is not part of the decision-making in this verse either since we see that God’s Spirit will lead to sound judgment. Often sound judgment is found in talking with other Christians, if it sounds crazy to everyone then it probably isn’t a good idea. If any of you know me then you know I get excited about big, ambitious ideas, but I am an even bigger fan of making sure that they are what God wants! 

Another way we can miss God is by being bold in a situation without considering love. If something you are in the middle of is creating fear, simply embracing a powerful position that doesn’t take into account the feelings or consequences others will face is not what God is after either. 

Lastly, let's address always taking the route of sound judgment. If we always do what is common, “wise,” and normal to do we negate the power and love God may be wanting to show in this situation. Sound judgment will not always keep us from raising any eyebrows. Fitting perfectly into a local community is not what God is advocating either. Sometimes actions we take will be bold, or extravagant in our display of love and I would say being extravagant in our love is something God would consider sound judgment since it is kind of the basis for all of His work in history. 

That is really the point though, God doesn’t want us to live out a spirit of fear because He wants us to live close to Him! This verse can be a great way to remember how God works as we live in this world, but it falls utterly short if we try to whip ourselves along to “act better.” He wants us to live and act in a relationship with Him. I use this verse at times to pray to lead my heart in searching out God’s voice and then listening to his answer and the answer of those around me. There is nothing better than walking with Jesus and I hope this encourages you to do that this week!


Will- Pastor of Connection and Care


Selfishly Selfish?

These are a few quotes I have heard recently…

“Putting yourself first is not selfish.  Quite the opposite.  You must put your happiness and health first before you can be of help to anyone else.”

“When you start sacrificing yourself for other people, you make them a thief, because they are stealing from you what you need and they don’t even know it.”

I see wall hangings often that tell us that in order to be happy, we must put ourselves first. These sayings bother me. You may completely disagree with me.  I do feel that people are trying to help us feel better by saying these things, but I believe putting yourself first is not the way. What I hear is “me, me, me”. The actual  definition of selfishness is putting your needs above others.  So aren’t these sayings selfish?

Above all, I know I need to put God first, not myself.  If I were to put myself before God, wouldn’t that be considered breaking the first commandment “You shall have no other gods before Me”? I worry that putting myself first in life would be like having an idol. Jesus said in Matthew 10:37 “Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me, and whoever loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.”

In putting God first, I would try to live Christ like. He would help me to exhibit more of the fruits of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. This would make me a better person and give me greater joy. Also, if I were to live like Jesus Christ, I would definitely be putting others before myself.  Jesus was the best example there is of selfless love, including dying for our sins.

Not only should I put God before myself, but I think I should also put others' needs ahead of my own.  I disagree that this would drain me of what I need. I think that the more I give, the more I have. I am here to serve others. Jesus tells us in Matthew 20:27-28, “and whoever would be first among you must be your slave, even as the Son of Man came no to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.”  

I find that many times I have selfish thoughts and reactions.  This is something I need the Lord’s help with.  I will pray that I put others before myself more often, and most importantly, I will strive to put God very first in my life.    

God Bless,

Amy


Behold

Behold: verb – to see or observe (a thing or person, especially a remarkable or impressive one).

This Sunday some youth and kids will be sharing special music with us.  The song is called “Behold Him” and we will be adding it to our repertoire at Grace.

  The first verse of the song takes its cues from John chapter 1 and Philippians chapter 2.  Jesus is eternal, all things were created through Him, and he left His throne in heaven to become a man.  The second verse reminds us of the 4 gospels.  Jesus ate with sinners, he gave sight to the blind, healed the lame, and pursued the lost.  He was willing to go to the cross, taking the death of a criminal, so that he could pay for our sin with His blood.  He rose to life, conquering death in the process.  

  What is our response to Jesus, the Son of God, the Messiah, the sacrificial lamb, the beginning and the end, our risen Savior?  Our response is to behold Him, for He is remarkable and impressive! We desire to see Him, and to wonder at His glory and holiness!  I’ve been using this song in my private worship for a few months and I’m excited for it to be part of our song repertoire at Grace.   May this song be a beautiful addition to your private worship and to our corporate worship on Sunday mornings.  May this song remind us who Jesus is, what he has done, and may it help us to be still and behold Him.

 

You can preview the song here.

 See you Sunday!

 

-       Pastor Kyle 

Slaves to Success

Focus Verse: Romans 12:1-2 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

How do we measure success? Oftentimes I measure success based on how many things I can accomplish. If I finish all of my projects around the house on a Saturday then: “That was a successful day.” I manage to find all the groceries on my grocery list in one trip: “That was a successful trip to the store.” I try making a new chicken parmesan recipe that I saw online, but after a taste test I just end up taking a Taco Bell run: “ Well, that was extremely unsuccessful.” (Even though taking a trip to Taco Bell is always a five star experience!) For many of us the minute details of what success looks like may vary- such as, if we get that promotion at work. Or, if we can manage to get the kids bathed, clothed, in bed and sleeping by eight o’clock. Some might consider this a miracle and not just a success and to that I might have to agree. But even in the details I believe our culture as a whole has made us slaves to assosiating “success” with “achievement.” The world tries to tell us if you are not achieving enough, you are not successful enough. “So go out and try harder.” “Achieve greater things.”

Oftentimes my day to day interactions with the Lord are greatly affected by this world view. Whether or not the Lord looks down on me with favor -in my eyes- is often dependent on how successful I can be for His kingdom. So I ask myself more often than I should; “Have I completed my devotion today and did I successfully pull a valuable lesson from His Word?” “Did I successfully have a gospel conversation with someone today and did they come to know Christ?” These are not bad questions to be asking ourselves as Christians. But in the same exact way that the world equates “success” with “achievement” I often equate God’s love for me with my ability to achieve for His kingdom's sake. But this just isn’t right. God is not conditional and does not offer His love more freely to the highest achiever.

In scripture we see time and time again that the Lord offers His love to every walk of life and every tribe and tongue. But what He seems to value above all else is not individual achievements, but individual obedience. In 1 Samuel 13:13-15 we see Samuel referencing David as a “man after the Lord’s own heart.” This is the moment where God speaks through Samuel, showing the eventual transferal of kingship from Saul to David. In this moment the Lord is lifting David up not because of his success, but because of his obedience. David had not led Israel to many victories as Saul had. David had not been king over an entire nation for a number of years. But David was seeking the Lord and being obedient in a time where Saul was not.

God’s measure of success is not like the worlds. It’s not based on achievement. Heavenly success as defined by God is to seek His face wholeheartedly in OBEDIENCE. Which brings me back to Romans 12:1-2. “1 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.Though I often misplace God's desires for my life, recently He has been teaching me that His favor is in my obedience. My ability to put aside my desires, and present myself as a living sacrifice for His name sake in obedience is all God wants from me. He does not need my achievements or accolades. He needs my obedience. So as I conclude, my challenge to you is to present yourself as a living sacrifice in obedience to our Father. By doing so you will step far beyond the success of this world and step into the fullness of life that only He has to offer.

You are Loved.

Bryant Hart

Facing My Fears at 10,000 Feet

I will never forget the moment I exited a perfectly good airplane at 10,000 feet above the ground. I was the first to “jump,” so I was the first one to perch myself on a small step that stuck out under the wing.

The wind was deafening as it beat on my face at 200+ miles per hour. As I looked down, the ground looked like square plots of land, houses barely big enough to identify.

The professional skydiver attached to my back allowed me to initiate the jump...every second felt like a minute.

I could feel my heart pounding, my arms and legs shaking, and my face had a nervous perma-smile (permanent grin). But I knew I had to face my fear of heights and leap out in faith. The adrenaline rush cannot be described, only felt.

Skydiving has been on my bucket list for many years. Throughout my childhood and early adult life, I’ve always been deathly afraid of heights. Just throwing a ball up into the air and watching it soar caused my muscles to tighten; and that was while I was standing on solid ground.

After gaining insights through counseling and understanding the brain, I believe it has something to do with a fall I took as an elementary student. My brain has never forgotten that traumatic experience, and only wants to protect me from enduring that ever again.

As a teenager I tried facing the fear by following through with tasks on ladders and other work-related activities. Pride was a big motivator, and I was just pushing through. The fear never let up.

But then something changed. The physical symptoms of fear were still present for many years, but my thinking shifted.

I was strapped into the seat of a world-class rollercoaster inching up to the peak. I didn’t just have butterflies in my stomach, it felt like I had wasps and knives in there too.

So I decided to pray something like this: “God, I know You are with me, and I am in Your hands. So, I’m going to let go of these shoulder bars and take this ride with You. I trust You with my life. If something bad happens, then it’s because You are allowing it. I trust You.”

As I went over the top, staring down at the ground that would have paralyzed every muscle in my body, I raised my hands and whispered, “God, I love you. If this is going to be fun, it’s going to be because I’m enjoying this with You.”

It was the coolest thrill I ever had! I immediately wanted to ride that rollercoaster again. My stomach was still in knots, and my hands still got sweaty, but I was drawn to the ride...the thrill.

Eventually I knew that skydiving would be the ultimate step. If I could jump out of a plane with that same thought process, then I knew the fear had no power in my life. And that’s what I did at the end of this summer, thanks to a good friend of mine.

Fear was present, but trust and joy overcame. What. A. Thrill!

This Sunday we are going to look at anxiety and worry. Many of us are trying to deal with it the best we can, and even though this broken world will always give us opportunities to worry and be anxious, God invites us to find our rest and peace in Him.

I thank God for you and I’m blessed to have you as brothers and sisters. I love you, and I’ll see you all Sunday!

Grace and Peace,

Pastor Jack







Firm Foundation

A few weeks ago, Pastor Jack finished preaching through the sermon on the mount, which concludes with a parable comparing a wise man who built his house on a rock, and a foolish man who built his house on sand.  Jesus said, “everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock”.  When we listen to Jesus and live according to His word, we can face the storms of life and stand strong, knowing that He is our firm foundation!  Though everything else around us might be falling apart, we can remain unshaken.  In chaos we can have peace, because God is faithful.  This doesn’t mean that God will keep the storms from coming our way, but that He will carry us through the storms of life. We can’t, after all, rely on our own strength.

 

Our newest song “Firm Foundation” finds its inspiration in this passage of Scripture.  In this song we declare that God has been faithful through every season and through all generations.  He has always been faithful, so why would he fail us now?  He won’t!  God won’t fail us!  If we are trusting in Him, He will be faithful!  He holds us up by His strength, He gives us peace and joy in circumstances where peace and joy make no sense.  I am so glad that I put my faith in Jesus, because He has been my rock through all the storms that I’ve faced.

 

So, let’s use this song to declare our trust in Jesus, and to declare His unfailing faithfulness to us. Let’s use it to declare individually that we put our faith in Jesus, and let’s use it to declare together that we are trusting in Him!  Here’s a version that you can sing at home!

 

This coming Sunday Jack will be preaching again, and the kids will be joining us in big church for worship through song.  I can’t wait for Sunday!  See you then!

 

-       Pastor Kyle

A Good Death…

What a dark subject for the beautiful days we have been enjoying, or at least the cool mornings! I promise not to go too dark in talking about death but it is an important topic. Many of you have probably heard me say that Ecclesiastes is one of if not my favorite book in the Bible. Ecclesiastes 7:2 (CSB) It is better to go to a house of mourning than to go to a house of feasting, since that is the end of all mankind, and the living should take it to heart.

I never make movie recommendations because I am notorious for forgetting any bad parts, if I fast forward through it I forget it even happened. That’s my disclaimer and by no means am I recommending this movie, the story makes the point without needing to watch the movie! There was a movie I remember seeing called Second-Hand Lions. It is about two old men who do nothing all day until their nephew comes to stay with them. They had both been adventurous in the past and he sparks new ideas for them to take on. Among other things they do adopt a “defective” lioness and they buy an old airplane that they fly under overpasses and in other death-defying stunts. At the end of the movie they try flying the plane through their barn doors but crash and die instead. The impression you get is that they wanted to go out in some blazing glory type of way rather than through age or sickness. If you love history like I do you have read about Vikings wanting their death to come in battle in an epic way. Or you can insert any gladiator/war/Viking movie character you know that might have said “a good death is hard to find” or something similarly bravado. Many of us probably hope to die peacefully surrounded by friends and family. The real point I am hoping to make is actually not about the end-of-life death that we will all experience.

Rather, I am highlighting a type of death that we all have a choice over each day. There is a slow and agonizing death that comes from isolation. Many of us choose or have chosen at times in our lives to isolate ourselves from others. Often addiction, despair, depression, or anxiety will either proceed or result from this isolation. I would bet that none of us would point to a season where we isolated ourselves as also being a season of spiritual growth or closeness to God. The Christian faith is by design meant to be lived with other people, other people outside of our immediate families. 

A common enemy of being connected is our “busyness” and it is a great tool that the enemy or we ourselves use to isolate ourselves from others. When we are constantly going it is hard for us to make time for other or be slowed down enough to actually connect with people when we do have time with them. I am guilty of this as the next person and I am working on it. One thing I have seen though is an intentional busyness that people use on purpose as an excuse to have their own lives separated from others. This is dangerous. 

Relationships are messy, hurtful, and not systematic and for most of us, that means we sometimes like them less than the more ordered part of our lives. The problem is that our rough edges never get exposed or rounded off without them. We also never actually disciple anyone if we aren’t in real relationships with them. The great commission and our own spiritual health are unattainable without healthy connections with other believers. So… join a small group! Or find someone to mentor you! Or be a mentor! If you need any help getting connected email me, will@gccnewton.com.

Blessings!

Will Regier

The Shroud of Turin

The what of what?  Some of you may not know what I am referring to.  Some of you may know exactly what I am talking about.  The Shroud of Turin is the grave cloth that was claimed to be used for the burial of Jesus Christ.  I love to hear about artifacts discovered that try to prove Jesus Christ or the Bible. There are some new thoughts about how it correlates with scripture that I read about this summer and I want to share with you. 

The Shroud has been kept safe in various countries over the centuries, lastly in Turin, Italy. It is a large piece of linen with an image somehow burned onto it and blood stains throughout.  In recent years, with the emergence of technology, it has been studied in greater detail.  Rick Lanser, in his article “Further Ruminations on the Shroud of Turin”, has linked these studies with the study of the language of the scripture and the facts of the culture.  

First, he covers what Digging for Truth’s John Long has brought out from his research.  He states that “the blood stains correspond to a crown of thorns, angled streams of blood on the arms that accurately reflect how gravity would have affected their flow, dumbbell-shaped pockmarks front and back that match those on Roman lead-tipped whips, no indication of broken legs, wounds in the wrists rather than the palms, and a spear wound in the side were discussed.”  The blood stains on the fabric are genuine human blood, type AB. No known mechanism can explain how the image could have been made by the hand of man.”

Next, he brings up how Barrie Schwortz, the official technical photographer of the Shroud of Turin Research Project pointed out that the image on the shroud was proven scientifically that it was “not a painting, not a scorch, not a photograph”.  There is no known way that this image could have appeared on the ancient cloth.  Barrie Schwortz however could not understand how old blood turns black or brown, but on this shroud it is red.

This concern then was brought to Alan Adler, “the world’s foremost blood expert” (how would you like that title?). His response was that there was great amounts of bilirubin in the blood which is the liver’s response to “torture as from the beatings, scourging, crown of thorns and crucifixion Christ experienced…blood of that nature stays red forever.”  

There were also concerns about the dating of the fabric.  In the 1980’s radiocarbon dating dated the shroud to the middle ages.  Recently, there was Wide-Angle X-Ray Scattering testing done.  This type of testing shows that the aging matches that of fabric found at Masada which would date to within the first century. 

Ok, now on to the Biblical exegetical side of this… There has been a problem that some have found with this shroud in what scripture relates about what the cloth should be like.  It says in John 20:6-7 that when Peter entered the tomb, he saw the linen cloths lying there and the handkerchief that would have been used for His head was folded and placed by itself.  The research has been showing that the shroud is one large cloth.

The author of this article searches the Gospels to understand how the Greek terms for the grave cloths are used.  There is a sindon which is a large ritually cleaned cloth used to cover the whole body.  There is a sudarion which was a cloth smaller than a sindon commonly referred to as a sweat cloth.  A third term used is keiriai which were wrappings used to bind hands and feet.  And a fourth term othonia refers to linen cloth, but is plural.  This was a general term used to include many cloths or gives more weight to the meaning of cloth.  Well, Luke refers to sindon first (singular), then in 24:12 uses othonia (plural).

This article then refers to a small, blood stained cloth called the Sudarium of Oveido.  It was a cloth kept at a cathedral in Oveido, Spain. This cloth has a historical association with the shroud and has now been shown that it also has the same blood type and pollen as that of the shroud. This shows that there could have been another small cloth laid in the tomb with the shroud.  It is really neat what has been shown when this cloth was studied.  They can now tell from the stains that this cloth was folded over and was used to blot the blood. From studying the makeup of the stains, researchers can tell that the man died in an upright position due to the mixture of blood and pleural oedema (what accumulates in the lungs during asphyxiation). From studying the stains, they can see the cloth was stained in intervals. The first being while the body was upright still on the cross, the second was made about an hour later when it was moved(taken down), and a third when it was lifted from the ground 45 minutes later.  

There is another important supporting idea about this small cloth laying separately and folded when Peter entered the tomb. In Jewish culture, when someone dies, they typically wash the body and dress it in shrouds in a conventional way.  When someone died a violent death though, all bloodstained items had to be buried with the body because of the belief in a bodily resurrection.  The blood is part of the body and needed to be buried with it.  This cloth would have needed to be buried with the body, but not necessarily wrapped around the head.  

If you were to look this up online to see a picture of the shroud, you might immediately wonder why the image is so perfectly imposed on the cloth?  It does not indicate that the body was “wrapped”.  This article touches on what I was thinking in that the body was hastily put in the tomb by Joseph of Arimathea before the Sabbath.  If they were to wrap the body, it would have been difficult for the women to come and finish preparing the body after the Sabbath.  

This was a lot of information and a lengthy post.  Thank you for bearing with me.  I know that we don’t need all of these facts to prove to us that Jesus Christ died for us and was raised from the dead for our salvation.  I am however grateful to those who search out the artifacts and dig to find ways to tangibly prove what we have read about in Scripture.  It is yet another way to arm ourselves with the belt of Truth and the shield of faith.  You know, in John 20:8, it says “Finally the other disciple, who had reached the tomb first, also went inside. He saw and believed.”  This disciple may have looked at the same shroud that we have today, but he actually would not have seen the image we see. This image was on the underside of the fabric.  His faith is more inspiring to me than all of this research.  Thank you Lord for your Word of Truth and for the dedication of those who serve you today in this way.

Blessings,

Amy

Sweet Praise

TRANSFORM, (Yes this is a new name.) The student ministry is getting ready to start up again this year.  At the beginning of our Wednesday meetings we have praise and worship time. When we are having worship some youth sing out loud and others sing quietly while some don't even sing at all. While I am worshiping with the youth a lot of times a thought comes to my mind. I don’t know if you have ever thought of it or not but we, as humans, are the only one of God's creations that has a free will.  Animals were created to live, reproduce and die.  Plants were made to grow, reproduce, purify the air and then die.  Rocks and mountains were created to sculpt the landscape and proclaim God's majesty.  The sky is the sky and water is water and they were made to sustain physical life and proclaim the glory and greatness of our God.  None of these things have a choice.  This is what makes us so unique, we were created to worship, love, and praise the Lord,  but we are not programmed to do this, we have a choice!

A few weeks ago I was reading the account of the crucifixion and the events before, specifically when Jesus was in the garden praying.  In Luke 22:42 Jesus said, ”Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done.”  This is what really makes the sacrifice that Jesus made so special.  Yes, He was God and was divine so He had to die because it was in His plan, but he was also human and therefore had a free will and had to choose to die or not to die.  He very easily could have let His humanity kick in and decide to not be crucified.  He could have chosen to just live out a normal life and not do anything that He did, but, that is what makes it all the sweeter for us.  The fact that He had a choice and He chose to live a sinless life and then to give His life for ours, is awesome.  That makes it all the more special to me and hopefully to you as well..

We can go to church and praise the Lord out of a sense of obligation or out of habit or out of fear.  For whatever reason you are there, God can still speak to you and hear from you.  But when it comes to praising and worshiping the Lord for no other reason than we want and desire to, then that just makes it all the sweeter for God.  You know God will receive praises whether we do it or not.  Luke 19:40 "I tell you," he replied, "if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out." 

So where is your heart and devotion?  Is it in loving the Lord with all your heart, soul and mind?  If it is then why not praise and worship and honor him just because rather than out of duty or obligation or conviction. 

Let's come before the Lord our God with an open heart, an uncluttered mind, and a willing and wanting spirit and make our praise ever so sweet to the Lord.  As the song says “Bless the Lord oh my soul and all that is within me bless His Holy Name.”

BXFC

(Be Xtreme For Christ)

Pastor Sean

Idol worship… surely not me.

I’ve been reading through Isaiah lately.  I’m going slowly through the Prophet’s writing, pausing and rereading sections, searching for key themes.  Through chapters 42 to 46 I noticed a statement that kept coming up.  “I am God, and there is no other”.  This statement, phrased a few different ways, comes up 12 times within these chapters.  Isaiah is definitively communicating that there is only one God.  There are no other gods besides the Lord. He alone saves Israel.  He alone is creator.  His purposes won’t be thwarted.  He alone holds the future.  He alone is to be trusted and worshipped.  Isaiah speaks for God saying, “To whom will you liken me and make me equal, and compare me, that we may be alike?”

I know that there is only one God, and that all other gods are created and are not truly gods. When I read in Isaiah that people carved and forged images and proclaimed them to be their gods and to be their saviors, I think, “Wow, how stupid is it that people create something and then worship it?!”  It would be like me carving a piece of wood into something (mind you, I’m terrible at this kind of art) and then declaring it to be god, and then singing to it, adoring it, and crying out to it to save me when I’m threatened by an enemy. This just seems ridiculous.  Surely none of us do anything like this.

We know Satan is crafty (Genesis 3:1, 2 Corinthians 2:11, 2 Corinthians 11:14), and I believe Satan wants us to read these verses and think, “Thank God I’m not like the people in the Bible that created an idol and worshipped it, and cried it to it for salvation, because I know that the Lord alone is God.” That’s my first inclination, to laugh at the fools who create something and then trust it, proclaiming it to be their God.  I see myself as above their foolish idolatry, but when I stop and pray and ask the Holy Spirit to show me how this applies to our lives today, I’m reminded that we still create gods that we adore, that we run to, and that we trust to save us from loneliness or depression or fear.  I believe that we are prone to run to entertainment, to alcohol, to pornography, or to food to save us from our fears, insecurities, and loneliness.  I believe that we are prone to trust in our bank accounts, or our accomplishments, or our popularity, or our guns, or our own strength to secure our future, to bring about our own plans, and to provide us joy and security.

While I might laugh at people in the Bible who create idols out of wood, gold, or other precious metals and put their trust in them, I’m sure there are others that could look at me and laugh at the way I trust in my job security, my retirement plan (okay maybe not this one), my accomplishments, my possessions, or even my family to provide me security, peace, purpose, joy, or self-worth.

John Calvin said, “The human heart is an idol factory”.  What are we unintentionally creating idols out of?  What are we trusting in?  Are we living like God is God alone and there is no other god?  What do we adore more than we adore God?  What do we need to repent of? 

Holy Spirit, don’t let us be fooled by the devil’s schemes.  Don’t let us think we are beyond idol worship.  Show us the idols in our lives and bring us to repentance.  Forgive us for worshipping the created rather than the creator.  Help us to trust in You alone!  In Jesus’ name, Amen.  See you Sunday!

-       Pastor Kyle

Pray for One Another

During 2020 my uncle John in Nebraska had gone through shoulder surgery, and the doctors accidentally touched a nerve during the process which paralyzed one of his lungs. A very odd and terrible thing to happen! John is a pharmacist and has always been in good health, but this left him unable to take deep breaths. Any mild activity like going up stairs was a problem, and he was at a significantly higher risk of any regular sicknesses. Obviously this was a scary thing for him, his family, and the rest of us in the family.

As John and Debbie (his wife) shared what had happened to John’s lung, they asked for prayer, and pray we did!

Fast forward several months while John was sitting his living room, he experienced an unexpected full breath. His lung finally started working again. PTL! John and Debbie fully attribute this as God’s blessing and grace, and they give God the glory. What a wonderful way to seek God and His healing.

During this last year, I know of a lot of people going through all kinds of physical/mental issues, sickness, and emergency room visits. Even in the past few weeks, our church community has seen all sorts of unexpected health problems. Some turn out well, not so well, or simply linger leaving us to struggle physically and emotionally.

Our Sunday morning message this week out of Luke 7 was to ASK, SEEK, and KNOCK in a way that is a full motion of our head, heart, and hands in respect to God.

Luke 11:9-10
[9] And I tell you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. [10] For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened.

In our effort here at Grace to love God and love others, we have a constant need and opportunity to pray for each other, especially for healing.

God wants us to ask Him for these small and large blessings over the brokenness we have to deal with in this world. His timing and ways, we don’t get to fully understand, but what a blessing it is when one of us is able to receive healing from our Great Physician.

James 5:16
[16] Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working.

-Denver Sweazy

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder

For seven Sundays in a row this summer, I visited different churches. It was part of my goals.  As a pastor, visiting other churches can get the creative juices flowing.  I was inspired at some of the churches, and I’m working on some little things to make our worship services more meaningful and impactful.  But most of all, I was missing my church family, as were my wife and kids.  Some Sundays we were out of town so we couldn’t have attended Grace, while other Sundays we were around Newton and visited other churches in the area.  On the Sundays that we were at home, the kids would let out a big sigh when I told them we were not going to Grace.  And no, it wasn’t a sigh of relief, but a sigh of discontent.  “Why would we go anywhere else? We love our church. How about you go somewhere else, and we will go to Grace?”  Many of those times I was able to get some of my family to go with me (sometimes it took a bribe in the way of a slushie or dessert).  Through all of those Sundays a longing to be at our home church was growing.  As they say, “Absence makes the heart grow fonder.” 

You see, we love our church family!  We love the preaching that is committed to upholding biblical integrity.  (While we were visiting other churches, we experienced some good teaching, but also some fluff.) We love the fellowship we experience as we pursue authentic community together. (There’s a difference worshipping with people you don’t know and worshipping with people that you’ve rejoiced and cried with.) We love how our church is growing in owning the mission and being a sent people. (God continues to grow my love for Newton and the surrounding communities and my passion to see a revival start here.) We love the quality youth and kid’s ministry that is reaching the next generations.

Absence from our church only made my heart grow fonder.  I love our church, I love the team I serve with, and most of all, I love our God!  I can hardly wait for Sunday!  I hope to see you then.

 

Pastor Kyle

Hooked on a Psalm

(Yes, that’s a tip of the hat to Blue Swede)

The spontaneous and liturgical work together.

There is a Psalm I have been hooked on for a month or two. I have been looking for encouraging Psalms to share with people. You might be surprised to know that not all Psalms are encouraging, some are downright aggressive (imprecatory Psalms specifically ie. Ps. 69 & 109), and in an effort not to read the ones that are too dark and graphic at a person's bedside I thought it best to do some research when I started here at Grace. That was the orderly part of how I found this Psalm. The spontaneous part happened when I looked at the list I had compiled through quick reading. I knew and had read the Psalms with lower numbers more often, so I decided to go for one with a higher number. That is how I came across Psalm 145. 

Here is the perfect time to take a break from what I am writing and read the Psalm for yourself, that’s where the real fruit is. 

What I loved most about really reading Psalm 145 and taking it in most were the repeated calls to share God’s work with future generations (vs. 4), and to declare all the good stuff God is doing (vs. 6,7). These calls are repeated in various language, multiple times, throughout the Psalm. Overall, the idea is to declare to those around us all God’s work in our lives and in the world; past, present, and future. At that moment really diving into this Psalm I got a burst of joy, hope, and happy memories. I can remember countless times God has come through for me, been good to me, taught me kindly, disciplined me harder than I wanted but I cherish it long after the sting, and times he has done the same for my friends and family. I have younger kids so this was especially applicable to me. Since then we have put a greater emphasis on talking about answered prayer with our kids rather than just what needs to be prayed about. It has been so good to see how it has encouraged them to pray more earnestly, knowing that it’s not just a chore but has real results.

Those spontaneous encouragements we find in our walk with God are great, often we refer to them as “mountain top experiences.” Long ago I stopped trying to avoid these, I had been doing that to avoid the spiritual crash that often followed. Rather, I tried to savor them like the memory of a great meal. Great meals cannot always be replicated, cooks change, recipes change, we change, but memories of good meals (whether the food or the friends were what made it great) can be held onto. We can celebrate those memories many times and enjoy the fruit of joy they bring. 

And that brings me to repetition (or what some call liturgy). In our evangelical circles we often look down upon repetitive things. We avoid them not because they are bad but because we build up ideas of bad things that can come from repetitive things. Liturgical prayers can create a dry prayer life, repetitive songs can create a shallow worship experience. Those risks are real, but Psalm 145 has encouraged me, through coming to me spontaneously, that continually remembering God’s good deeds are like the memory of a great meal. Coming to this Psalm over and over again for months, not moving on until its works has ripened in me, and through that continually remembering the good things God has done and is doing, has been a good practice. Since then God has taken me to Psalm 66, it is different but I am excited to see what work it can do on me. 

My latest thing to celebrate is this. That God’s use of His Word and His people in spontaneous and repetitive ways are all worth declaring and celebrating!

Pastor Will