Sprang a Leak

I almost got through the summer without a landscaping hassle…almost. August had other plans. 

As I mowed my lawn, I noticed my feet squishing and slipping in mud. 
“Is this a low spot?”
“Is one of my sprinkler heads busted?”
“Maybe this will dry up by tomorrow if I just ignore it…” 

Not likely.

Turns out, one of my irrigation control valves sprang a leak and was continuously pumping H2O in the dirt. 

Of course, that’s why we put in a sprinkler system in the first place—to water the grass.

However, this wasn’t how it was designed to work. It’s not meant to all pour out in one spot.

That only makes a mess.

It reminds me of my own calendar and focus. If I pour all my attention into one area while neglecting others, I don’t stimulate growth and foster beauty—I create imbalance.

When I am not paying attention to all that God has given me to cultivate, I find myself slinging mud and creating ruts in what could be a beautiful attraction that inspires my neighbors.

Maybe you can relate.

I’m glad that I noticed the water pooling up in my yard. It alerted me to a problem that couldn’t be ignored.

And that may be the very thing we should pray for.

Pray along with me that God will identify the leaks that need your attention. You don’t have to be afraid of what He exposes because He will be with you every step of the way.

We don’t have to fix everything ourselves. (You think I replaced that valve all by myself?)

Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, because I am lowly and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28–30, CSB)

Thank God that He is a good shepherd who will never leave us. 
Thank God that He is a comforter who will teach and guide us.
Thank God that He is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and mercy.

Praise God!

Grace and Peace,
Pastor Jack

Knead for Faith

I know I am young, but man, do I miss when I was younger. Trusting God was my strong suit. I had questions, of course, but I believed He had something good in store for me. Then came this last summer.

I went into last summer thinking God would give me rest, joy, and, if I was lucky, a tan. Instead, He handed me 800 daily servings of bread, a side of hives, and a crash course in what it means to trust His goodness.

During my internship, the bakery was my summer assignment. After a spiritually exhausting spring, I thought God would give me a “good summer.”  I pictured early mornings, warm bread, maybe some peaceful music. Instead, it was baking for 800 people, something for breakfast, lunch, two items for dinner, plus a snack, every single day.

It wasn’t the summer I expected, and honestly, not the summer I wanted. The work was constant, the heat relentless, and my body didn’t handle it well. Every shift, I found myself whispering the same prayer: “God, I don’t even know if You’re listening, but I need You so much right now.” I clung to Psalm 40:1-2:

“I waited patiently for the Lord, and He turned to me and heard my cry for help. He brought me up from a desolate pit, out of the muddy clay, and set my feet on a rock, making my steps secure.”

But even while praying, I often felt like I was sinking instead of standing. And then mid-summer, the hives came. From my neck to my feet, my skin burned in the bakery heat. I kept asking God why this was my season, but His Word reminded me He had not abandoned me.

I wish I could say the hives went away, the baking got easier, and my summer turned around. It didn’t. Later, Psalm 66 reminded me that God tests and refines His people, and that He brings them out to abundance.

If you had told me at the start of last summer that I’d end it still tired, with hives, and without the “happy” summer, I would’ve cried. Now, I see it differently. God didn’t give me the summer I wanted; He gave me the one I needed to see that His goodness is not a mood, a season, or a circumstance. It’s His nature.

God was and is still good, even when the summer felt long and the prayers felt unanswered. Psalm 66 ends by saying, “Blessed be God! He has not turned away my prayer or turned His faithful love from me.” And maybe that’s the point; learning to trust not in the life I think I deserve, but in the God who knows exactly what I need.

Have the best day!
Jayden Smith

Practice Makes Disciples

I’ve recently decided I want to torture myself pretty much every day for the next couple of months. And by torture myself, what I really mean is start practicing for a marathon. Why would I put myself through so much pain and agony, both physically and mentally, you ask… Well, I don’t really have a good answer for you. I actually don’t like running at all. ESPECIALLY if chasing a ball is not involved. Last time I checked there is no such thing as a “marathon ball” as with the foot, base, and basket varieties. I think my biggest driving factor is just that I want to be able to say that I did it. I completed a marathon. But even in the torture, I think God might have a bigger reason or lesson for me in it right now. 

I use the words “practice for a marathon” specifically because “training” feels insufficient. Maybe this is a made-up thing in my head, but training to me infers lifting weights, stretching, and doing box jumps. All good things, just not the actual thing, running a marathon. Practicing, in my mind, signifies you are actually attempting the task at hand in hopes that one day you will complete the actual task with perfection or great success. I don’t know if I’m making much sense, but I’ll try to differentiate the difference greater, by sharing what God has been convicting me of more recently.

Going to church, hearing God’s word preached, attending a small group or Sunday school, these all feel like training to me. All things that God wants us to do to build up our faith, to strengthen our relationship with God, and with other believers. But actually sharing about Jesus' death, burial, and resurrection with someone who needs to hear it is practice. That ultimately is what God wants us to do as the Church. That is His end goal in mind for us to live it AND share it.

I want to get better at sharing my faith daily. I want to be able to say at the end of my life, I did it, I faithfully shared the gospel with lost people in need of saving. But I'm not going to get any better at it by just reading my bible. Like a man who only ever trains his arms, he will become top-heavy and topple. I’ve been convinced that I just need to do it. Be bold, have courage, and practice sharing the message and hope of Jesus Christ. Our success is in our obedience to share. Not in the perfection of our words or the acceptance of salvation. God does the heart change, and at times, He will let me be a part of that. But if not, I still need to faithfully practice. I still need to do it. 

How, where, and when is God convicting you to practice sharing the gospel? 

Blessings,
Bryant Hart

Airplanes and Airports

I want to put out a huge thanks to everyone who supported the Botswana trip through giving and prayer! Without the elders, Reach Global, and so many of you, we could not have made this trip a reality.

Church planting is God’s plan to reach lost people. In places where there are multiple churches preaching the Gospel and God’s Word, like Newton, Kansas, it might be hard to really connect with that truth. In places like rural Botswana, it is a stark reality that could not be more true! The classic statistic in Church Planting that still rings true in Newton is that if everyone in Newton were a believer, then there would not be enough seats in all the churches for them to come on a Sunday morning. That means we could have more church plants in Newton, and that would be a good thing. But in places like northern Botswana, churches are few and far between, and the situation is Biblical in proportions.

Much like Paul and his church planting travels in the book of Acts, the work in northern Botswana is just beginning. To be clear, there are churches there, and the Gospel is not new to everyone. However, most churches mix the Gospel and the Bible with other ideas. Whether they mix in familiar practices like voodoo (cursing neighbors or enemies) or they use the Gospel to raise money for their own interests (like TV evangelists). That means that churches based only on the Gospel and the Word of God are few and far between. 

That is why the work of church planting, especially in Botswana, is so essential. The church planters there have a hard road they are walking. That is why the trip that our team, Brian and Marilyn Bisbee, Seth and Sarah Hershberger, Brett and Jess Warkentine, Steph and I felt the burden to sit in planes/airports for more than 40 hrs voluntarily. 

There were two parts to our trip, both aimed at encouraging the church planting pastors and the churches they serve. For the first part, Steve Adriansen from the FEC (the group of churches our church is a part of), Steph, and I led a Soul Care Retreat for the pastors and their wives. A Soul Care Retreat was focused on spending time thinking about Jesus and how much He loves us and wants us to love one another. The goal was to refresh and fill up the church planters so that they could keep giving to the communities they serve. We have to be filled up before we can pour out. The rest of the team cooked all the meals and made sure everything was ready for the retreat each day. If you have not heard any of their stories of cooking meals in an understocked kitchen with unreliable access to ingredients, then you need to track one of them down and get ready to laugh! The team was awesome and they made such good connections with the church planter and their wives that by the end we were drawing them in to help with the Soul Care Retreat. 

The second part of our trip was actually visiting three of the churches represented by the pastors in the retreat. One of the churches was 5 hours away, so we couldn’t visit that one in the time we had. Pure joy! Those are the only words that fit when you get to visit other believers who love Jesus but who express that in their own unique context. Heaven will be full of believers from all ages and all nations, and getting to taste a little bit of that on this side of eternity is pure joy! It was all joy to be with our brothers and sisters in the faith, but their situations are not without great difficulties. Some of the churches don’t even have out houses for restrooms yet. They are all battling against other compelling forces in their communities. Our church friends in Botswana only give out the Gospel, the Word of God, and the Love of Jesus. Other groups give out promises of wealth, status, and easily bought spiritual power. It is hard to convince neighbors and friends to join you in a church that is unwilling to promise anything but a good relationship with God. We are choosing the slow and steady way to build these church families, but it is the way that will last. 

Please keep praying with us for our church planting couple that we support at GCC. Ace and Letty Morentwa and their 3 young girls would be so glad to know that they have a church family in Kansas praying for the work they have committed their lives to. Stay tuned for an upcoming date when the Botswana team will share a full report on the trip. 

Blessings,

Pastor Will

Know Your Testimony

For those of you who do not know me, I am not normally on staff at Grace, but I have had the blessing to help with children’s ministry this summer.  My full-time position is being the choir and guitar teacher at Newton High School.  My family and I have been attending Grace for the past 7 years since we moved here for our teaching positions. You have probably seen me on stage helping to lead worship, and I am blessed to have my husband, daughter, and son on the worship teams here at Grace. I have also been on the Reach Local Committee for the past few years.

I was challenged to write a staff journal during the summer, and I have decided to share my testimony with the church.  I was challenged to write out my testimony during a women’s Bible study, and it was very helpful for me to put my journey into words.  I would encourage everyone to write their testimony to be able to share and defend their faith at any moment! 1 Peter 3:15 “but in your hearts regard Christ the Lord as holy, ready at any time to give a defense to anyone who asks you for a reason for the hope that is in you.”

I was raised in a “mormonish” church. It was the RLDS church based in Independence, MO. The church has since changed names, but still believes in the Book of Mormon. My family had been part of the church back when Joseph Smith was in Independence, MO.  We even have documents that show my great great-great-grandfather pictured next to Joseph Smith and Brigham Young. I was baptised into the church when I was 8, just like every child who grew up in the church. I did believe in Jesus at a very early age and had a very strong faith in the church. 

My oldest brother, Spencer, was 10 years older than me, and he had gone to college to study biology. He had become agnostic, but during his studies, he came to the realization that there had to be a creator when he looked at the complexity of creation. He also met and married my sister-in-law, Jennifer. She was a very strong Christian who helped him in his journey to find Christ.  Spencer was my mentor and spent a year studying the scriptures and telling me the truth about the Mormon church.  He never gave up, and he never stopped praying for me.

I remember the exact moment that my brain and heart realized that Joseph Smith was a false prophet. I now realize it was the Holy Spirit lifting the veil so I could know the truth. I was sitting on the couch with my brother, and he was showing me a prophecy Joseph Smith had made that did not come true. 

My brother baptised me and I have been on the journey of sanctification ever since.  He continued to disciple me as I grew in my faith, and most of my immediate family also left the “mormonish” church and became Christians.  I am so thankful that God gave me a person in my life who shared the gospel and the truth and did not give up.  My challenge to you is to be that person for someone else. Choose a person, and pray for them without ceasing and share your testimony with them.  You may not see the fruit, but you can plant the seed.

Grace and Peace,

Amy Ives

Be the Church

When I gave my life to Christ, I felt a drive to truly learn as much as I could and I found myself asking so many questions to mentors in my life. I started to develop my relationship with Jesus through reading my Bible, praying, and watching a lot of sermons online about how Jesus wants us to live. That led me to look deeply into the Gospel of Matthew. In Matthew chapter 28, after Jesus had resurrected, He told His disciples, “All authority has been given to me in heaven and on earth. Go, therefore, and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe everything I have commanded you. And remember, I am with you always, to the end of the age.” Matthew 28:18-20

The Great Commission always stood out to me, but when I first read it, I wondered how to make disciples? Well after talking to some wise men I learned that you have to be a disciple in order to make disciples. That shifted my focus. I began to prioritize becoming a true disciple of Christ: a journey that never really ends. It’s a daily process of refining ourselves and deepening our relationship with Jesus. For me, that looks like regular prayer, reading God’s Word, and having intentional conversations with other believers I admire. Through those practices, I’ve felt more equipped to go and make disciples myself. I think everyone who is a follower of Jesus should make disciples and work on becoming a disciple. 

Just like a football team huddles before a play to strategize and encourage one another, church is the moment we gather as a team to get equipped and refocused. The Super Bowl is what happens Monday through Saturday. That’s when we go out into the world and make an impact. No matter what your week looks like, every person you encounter is an opportunity to reflect Christ through your words and actions. So here’s the challenge: don’t just go to church, go and be the Church. Live it out. Make disciples.

- Kainan Wade

The Longing of the Lord's Heart

I was driving home from Wichita the other day when a song came on. A song I’ve heard many times before, but the words really hit me that night, and suddenly, I’m crying. DUDE, I am on the highway at night and I cannot see! Would my dumb emotions go away? I need to get home. The chorus comes on again, BAM, more tears. What is this song that has my eyes burning on the I-135? It’s a song by the Rend Collective called “Better Than I Ever Thought”.

The song talks about how much He is desperate for us to come home. The exact words are “Never thought you were desperate for me to come home. Never thought you would wait with the porch light on.” What a beautiful way to think about it. He is our Father. Sometimes I forget how alike He is to our earthly parents, waiting for us to get home safely when we are out. 

Last March, the Lord allowed me to experience the longing He has for His lost children. The overwhelming pain He endures waiting for us. Let me tell you, there were a lot more tears and snot than what I experienced on the highway that day. In Luke chapter 15:3-7, Jesus talks about the 99 sheep and the one that went astray. “I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.” He really is desperate for us to come home. 

He places people in the lives of the lost; you’re one of them. The Lord placed you in the life of that one co-worker or that person you were in the elevator with 3 times in a row. You are called to make disciples. Matthew 28:19-20 says, “Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” As I’m sure you have experienced, this is not as easy as one would hope. A great place to start is prayer, praying over them in your head or out loud. Prayer has so much power, YOU have so much power that you have been given by the Holy Spirit. Use it. 

So next time you feel a prompting on your heart to reach out to someone, whether it’s a friend, family member, or even a stranger, remember the longing of the Lord’s heart. He is patiently waiting, porch light on, for His lost children to return. You are a crucial part of that homecoming, empowered by the Holy Spirit to share His desperate love and bring them home.

Blessings,

Audrey Thompson

Wasn’t a Want, But a Need

We all long to belong. God knew it from the very beginning. From the first pages of Scripture, God shows us that it is not good for us to be isolated, and throughout His Word, He calls us into community with Him and with others.

Whether it’s laughing so hard with friends I can’t breathe or having someone show up when I’m at my lowest, I’ve learned that God loves to remind me I don’t have to walk through this life by myself. One of the most unexpected and life-changing ways He taught me this was through a mentor I didn’t even know I needed until she wouldn’t stop bugging me.

SharpTop Cove is the Young Life camp where I served for 13 months. I was part of a one-year internship program where I lived, worked, and grew alongside nine other young adults. Part of the program required us to have a mentor, and that’s where Jenn enters the story.

I was given a list of women on staff or staff spouses willing to mentor us. I “mentor dated” a few, meeting with Jenn first, and honestly, she intimidated me. She radiated energy and didn’t beat around the bush. Within 15 minutes, she had me talking about my deepest struggles, and I felt overwhelmed, crossing her off my list immediately.

Over the next couple of weeks, I spent time with two other women, but I didn’t feel a connection with them. I was about to settle and pick one just to check the box. But Jenn kept calling, texting, and checking in on me. I felt bad, so I met with her again. It became clear who my mentor was.

Last year, I faced some of the hardest doubts about God and the worst beliefs about myself, but Jenn kept showing up, reminding me of God’s truth and never letting me forget who I am in Him. She made me part of her family and became one of my favorite people.

Hebrews 10:24-25 says, “And let us consider one another in order to provoke love and good works, not neglecting to gather together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging each other, and all the more as you see the day approaching.” God never intended for us to live alone. We are called to fight for community because it is worth it.

Though she still lives 15 hours away and I may not see her for a while, we call, text, and leave voice messages as often as we can.

I pray that everyone gets to experience life with a “Jenn”—someone who is loving, intentional, and faithful, reminding you of Jesus when you forget and standing by your side as you grow in faith. But more than that, I pray we all become that person for someone else, showing up consistently, pointing them to Jesus, and living out God’s call to love and disciple His people, one relationship at a time.

Have the best day!

Jayden Smith

Expressions in Worship Through Song

While reading Doxology and Theology with our worship interns this summer, we came across this quote, “We should be worshippers who know richly, feel deeply, and express passionately.”  Have you ever stopped to think about how God feels about our expressions when we sing to him?  Does he desire worshippers who raise their hands or keep their hands to their sides? Does he desire worshippers who stand in place or, sway back and forth, or jump up and down?

We’ve been watching some Podcasts with Sovereign Grace Music, and in one of them, Bob Kauflin suggests that it is unnatural for us to hold still when we sing to the Lord.  He pointed out that most of us talk with our hands.  He reminded us that almost everyone gets expressive when it comes to watching their favorite team play a game.  If we are expressive when we communicate in most settings, why would we not be expressive when we are singing about the greatest truths of all eternity?

Not only would it be unnatural to be expressionless with our bodies when we worship the Lord through song, it is also commanded of us in Scripture.  Psalm 134:2, Psalm 63:4, Psalm 141:2, and Psalm 143:6 are just a few places where we are encouraged to raise our hands in praise.  Psalm 149:3 and Psalm 150:4 encourage us to worship the Lord with dancing.  Over 30 places in the Psalms exhort us to shout for joy, and I’ve never seen anyone shout without using their body.  That would just look awkward.

One of the benefits that I have found in expression is that my body’s posture can help move my heart towards the right posture.  If we are singing a song of surrender, but my heart doesn’t want to surrender, when I raise my hands, my heart takes a step towards surrender.  When we are singing about the joy and freedom that Jesus Christ has brought us through his life, death, and resurrection, but I’m not resonating with the joy, if I start clapping my hands, or moving to the beat of the song, or even smiling, my heart will move towards celebrating this great salvation that Jesus has brought us.

We don’t want emotionalism, but I want the truth we sing (supported with music) to stir the affections of our hearts.  Expression (when it comes honestly from the heart that is affected by the truth in Scripture) brings glory to God.  I’m praying that we would know truth richly, feel it deeply, and express it passionately when we worship the Lord through song!  See you Sunday!

-  Pastor Kyle

When the Gospel Changed Everything

For the first nineteen years of my life, I wasn’t a believer. My parents told me early on that we do not believe in God, and that I should just try to be a “good” person. But being a “good” person felt impossible, and no matter how hard I tried, I failed. I lived a life that did not reflect Christ and I had selfish desires and wanted what was best for me. I was selfish, mean, and lost. Then one night in my dorm room a friend told me to read the Gospel of John, and I decided to read it, and that changed my life forever.

Once I became a follower of Jesus, I realized what I had been missing out on my entire life, and I was not living the life God called me to live. When I started my walk with Jesus, everything was new. I did not know how to pray, where to go to church, or the names of the books in the Bible. I knew nothing at all, and I found myself at a college that, like most of the world, was a dark place. Thankfully, I realized that the answers I needed were in Scripture and that Scripture was God's word. 2 Timothy 3:16-17 “All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.” Paul let it be known that Scripture came from God himself, and it is beneficial in many ways, ultimately leading us to righteousness, maturity, and service. 

When I started following Jesus, I felt relief in my life. I no longer had to think about what happened when I died, or wonder what the purpose of life was. I learned in John 3:16 “For God loved the world in this way He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.” God, out of love, sent his Son to die for a believer like me who believes but still struggles with sin and temptation and lived many years away from my Lord and Savior. I now find my peace in Jesus and his love. My life has been changed because of Him, and I want to live out the mission He intends for us. To hear about what the mission is, tune in to my next staff journal.

- Kainan

BEST WEEK EVER

In just under four weeks, our student ministry will be heading to Fort Worth, Texas, for our summer camp trip with Fuge Camps. For us, this is one of the best weeks of the year—for so many reasons. It's partly the fun, partly the new experiences away from home, and partly the time spent building relationships. But more than anything, it’s because God shows up in a big way—every single time.

This year, we’ve been praying that it will be no different.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: camp is a big part of my story. God has used it in several different ways to both bring me to faith in Him and to grow me in spiritual maturity. Because of that, I will always champion this time and encourage every one of our students to attend. I’ve seen firsthand the incredible things God has done through this ministry.

This year, we’re taking over 20 students to camp, and we’re excited to see what God will do in and through them as we attend and serve the Fort Worth community.

Thank you, church, for supporting these students in their efforts to get to camp this year—especially by attending our spring fundraiser meal. If you were there, you should have gone home with a prayer card featuring a student’s name. If not, no worries—you can still pray for our students!

If you would, please use the prompts below to pray specifically for the students you know by name, and generally for our group as a whole.

1. Pray for open hearts.

Ask God to soften students’ hearts so they are ready to hear His voice, respond to His Word, and receive His love in a personal way.

2. Pray for salvation.

Pray specifically that students who have not yet placed their faith in Jesus would clearly understand the gospel and surrender their lives to Him.

3. Pray for spiritual growth.

Lift up students who already know Christ—that this week would deepen their walk, strengthen their faith, and help them take the next step in their relationship with Him.

4. Pray for unity.

Ask God to build a strong sense of community among the group, breaking down cliques, healing past hurts, and fostering meaningful friendships centered on Christ.

5. Pray for clarity and direction.

Ask God to provide guidance to students who are seeking answers—about their purpose, future, or calling—and to confirm His plans in their hearts.

6. Pray for lasting impact.

Ask God not only to work powerfully during the week but to allow the spiritual momentum from camp to carry over into students’ lives back home.

Your prayers are powerful and needed! Thank you for crying out to the Lord in obedience and advocacy for these students. Thank you Grace for helping reach the next generations! 

Peace and Blessings,

Bryant Hart

A "Dream" Come True

Dreams are funny things for us followers of Jesus to talk about. We want to be visionary and dream big dreams that only a big God can move forward, but we all know we need to hold our own “dreams” with an open hand. We must remember that not everything that excites us is part of God’s plan for our lives. Good dreams of good ministry are sometimes the hardest to hold loosely. But let me set the scene for you in a time and place where one of my dearest dreams was born.

The Place: Moody Bible Institute
The Event: Student Missions Fellowship
The People: A group of college kids, including Will Regier and Stephanie Mariani
The Year: 2003

Although those phrases do not set the scene for you as I would want them to, for me, they bring back vivid memories. Steph and I knew each other at that point, but we weren’t close yet. Spoiler alert, she changes her last name later… Like all college kids committed to changing the world, we were deep into brainstorming and planning with the whole Student Missions Fellowship team. We all loved missions. We were deep in the inner city. How could we maximize everything God had graciously laid at our feet?

Then and there, a beautiful idea with lots of cool for our age branding was born. We figured out how to give a great gift to some youth group kids in Chicago and further global missions. We would send inner-city youth, some of whom had never been less than a mile away from their homes, on mission trips to Africa and Mexico! What amazing title could possibly grace such a bold and beautiful endeavor? C4, which stood for Cross Cultural Missions Cross Culturally… Mic. Drop. LOL, we thought we had cracked the inner-city, global missions, and marketing codes simultaneously! We were working as cross-cultural workers with the inner city youth groups, and we were going to add the layer of doing that cross-culturally in other countries. As much as I like to poke fun at my former self for the sake of your amusement, it was a really sweet and well-done project. Many students experienced a life-changing trip and returned as ambassadors for global missions in their churches. They did VBS-style events where they shared the Gospel with hundreds of children in Ghana and Mexico. You might think this was the “dream” come true, but it isn’t. I helped with planning, but I was not able to go on either trip. Steph served in a youth ministry that involved many Hispanic youth, so she went on the Mexico trip and loved it. But both of us wanted to go on the Africa trip. It wasn't because we felt we could do great work there; we were just college kids, but we wanted to see the people and places where we knew God was already at work. 

Last year, I had the opportunity to be part of an FEC trip that was mostly members from Grace Community Fellowship in Hillsboro. Marc Compton, and FEC pastor in Ellsworth, KS, and I got to go along to teach a Pastors Conference to rural pastors, and I got to experience a lifelong “dream” to visit Africa and see God at work. And He was! In the Gaborone, Botswana area, churches are being planted, and Jesus is welcomed in their public schools and police stations. For me, it was a trip of a lifetime! When you give to the Lord at Grace, you give to trips like that! Steph was so excited for me to go because she knew it was very special to me.

But if I were to say there were any slight regrets about the trip, it was that I couldn’t share it with Steph. Many of you might have known us 10 years ago when we were at Grace, and Steph's chronic health issues were in full force. If you've experienced anything similar, please reach out to us. We would love to hear your story, cry with you, or pray with you. The thought of me even being able to leave her long enough to do a trip like that would not have entered our minds, and many of our dreams went dormant at that time. Vision is often a slave to survival, not that it should be, and I could probably write books on that at this point as well. 

Fast forward to 2024, and the Pastoral Care Coordinator from the FEC, Steve Adriansen, reached out to me to see if Steph and I would accompany him to Botswana to host a Soul Care event for the church-planting pastors near Francistown. We added an Exploratory trip to those church plants, which the FEC has not yet been able to do in that region. We both get to go and join in with the work God is doing in Botswana! “Dream” comes true. Going along with us are some of your fellow Gracers! Brian and Marilyn Bisbee, Seth and Sarah Hershberger, and Brett and Jess Warkentine will all be leaving with us on a jet plane this summer! They have each been a joy to work with, and it is clear that God has built this team. Please pray for us! If you'd like to hear about what God is doing in Botswana or what we're asking Him to do there through this trip, please find one of the team members.

Blessings,
Will

Speak Life

We have been lying to kids for years. “Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.” Since when? Last time I checked, words have definitely hurt my feelings more than any stick or stone has broken a bone (which is never). We don’t give words enough credit for the power they hold. From the very first page of the Bible, we see the significance of speech. “Then God said, ‘Let there be light,’ and there was light,” (Genesis 1:3). All He had to do was say it. Words created light, existence, and order.

As I am currently working on getting a B.S. in Psychology, it is fascinating to me to watch science repeat truths we hear in the Bible. Take cognitive therapy, also known as talk therapy, for example. It has gained popularity because the way we say things to ourselves and others matters. The goal is to retrain your brain and uproot negative and harmful thought patterns.

Let’s run a quick scenario: Judy works in a commercial kitchen and is overseeing a meal. A few pieces of chicken came back undercooked. She could treat it as a learning opportunity, a chance to emphasize to her team the importance of checking meat temperatures. Or she could label the mistake-makers as incapable or incompetent.

But when we label others or ourselves, we create prisons. We begin to see through the lens of that label and behave accordingly. Calling someone a failure or a screw-up doesn't solve anything; it just makes everyone feel worse and hinders growth.

Paul says it plainly in one of my favorite books of the Bible. Ephesians 4, he writes:

"Therefore, putting away lying, speak the truth, each one to his neighbor, because we are members of one another. Be angry and do not sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your anger, and don’t give the devil an opportunity… No foul language should come from your mouth, but only what is good for building up someone in need, so that it gives grace to those who hear." (verses 25–27, 29)

Our words reflect what’s in our hearts. As Jesus said in Matthew 12:34-35, “For the mouth speaks from the overflow of the heart.” Hence the saying: “Hurt people hurt people.”

I’ve spent years in a quiet war in my mind, where thoughts become beliefs. As a recovering pessimist, I know how subtle and persistent the inner critic can be. The brain, after all, believes what it hears most often. And for a long time, I was feeding it words that tore down. Psychology calls it cognitive restructuring. It is reframing our internal dialogue to promote healing. But long before therapy had a name for it, scripture was already teaching us to speak truth, build up, and give grace.

So now, I choose differently. I choose to speak life, even when it feels unnatural. Words are not just sounds. They are tools, seeds, and sometimes weapons. They build neural pathways. They shape identity. They carry the power to heal or to harm. If God used words to create the world, imagine what your words are creating.

So, speak carefully. Speak intentionally. Speak life.

Jayden Smith

Investing in the Next Generation of Worship Leaders

As a worship ministry, we love to invest in the next generation of worshippers and worship leaders.  I love helping the youth learn to use their musical gifts for the Lord by serving on worship teams!  Starting as young as 5th and 6th grade, our Route 56 program gives the kids some opportunities to sing, and gives me an opportunity to identify kids with gifts and passions in worship through song.  From there, I recruit them to serve on our kids’ worship and student ministry worship teams.  Once they are in high school, they become eligible to serve in big church, and many high schoolers have been able to get some experience that way!

This past Sunday was a great opportunity for our youth to have some experience leading worship through song for our worship services.  They did a great job, even with the challenges we ran into during the 9 am service.  Eva did a great job staying calm and focused when the batteries in her microphone unexpectedly died.  I’m so proud of her, and I’m glad the 2nd service went much smoother!

It has been so rewarding to have students that we’ve poured into now serving at other churches.  Whether singing on a team, leading a worship team, or serving as a worship pastor, I love that we’ve been able to send out people to serve the church in other places!

This summer I’ve got another opportunity to invest in the next generation of worship leaders. We have two summer interns that will be working about 15 hours a week.  We will be taking a deeper dive into the ins and outs of worship ministry. We are going to read some of my favorite worship books together, we are going to examine the Scriptures together, we are going to talk about song selection, planning services, leading rehearsals, shepherding volunteers, all the behind-the-scenes tech stuff, and much more. 

I’m excited to pour into Kate Roseberry and Makenzie Jordan this summer as interns with our worship ministry.  Both of them have already been serving with our worship ministry, so they won’t be new faces.  I’m confident that these two young ladies will be serving in worship teams for decades to come, and I’m thankful for the opportunity to have a couple more interns.  Would you consider praying for them and for our time together this summer?  I’m asking God to use our time to equip them, to encourage them, to challenge them, and to inspire them to keep using their talents for the Lord and keep growing in their abilities.

- Pastor Kyle

Growing Pain Greens

All my life, I have been living in a world where the green foods of this world are completely off-limits. Nope, won’t eat them. You can't convince me. This battle started very early on in my life, as I sat at the dinner table hungry because I refused to eat what was on my plate. So much so that, at times, I sat there for several hours under the orders: “You are not allowed to get up from this table until you eat your vegetables.” I took this challenge and raised them—sitting there some nights until it was literally time to go to bed. I do not like vegetables.

However, this year I have embarked on an agonizing and excruciating journey to change that fact in my life. New year, new me—so I have set out to try twelve new vegetables in twelve months, with the goal of incorporating them into my regular diet. Let me just say: I am being VERY brave.

As a recovering picky eater, I know that the better things for me are not the king-sized KitKat bars and 44-ounce Dr. Peppers that I want to consume on an hourly basis. I know I need a well-balanced diet full of nutritious foods. I also know how much better my body will respond to those foods than to the highly processed junk I typically consume. But there is, at times, a mental block that keeps me from making the wiser decision because it may be “harder” in my brain. It is much easier for me to indulge in comfort foods that are safe than it is for me to get out of my comfort zone and truly do what is better for me.

This is where I Jesus juke you and acknowledge that while this has physical implications, far more importantly, this principle has significant spiritual implications as well.

I have grown increasingly aware—to the point of being burdened—by the state of the American church and how often we pursue comfort over the Kingdom. It’s almost as if we put our faith and trust in Jesus because we know it’s right, but we are also secretly hoping He will make our lives easier and that things will go better for us—using our own definitions of “good” and “better,” rather than trusting His definition of those things in our lives.

Personally, I am pained by the fact that, in much of my Christian life, I have repeatedly shied away from moments to share the Gospel with an unbeliever because I was worried about how awkward or uncomfortable I might become in the midst of that conversation. How unbelievably selfish of me to think that my comfort is more important than another person's eternity. I have prioritized comfort over the Kingdom.

God does not promise comfort—actually, He promises the opposite. Growth happens in the stretching of comfort zones and in the pains of rebuilding. Sanctification happens in the trials of life and the squeezing of our souls on either side as we pass through on the straight and narrow road.

Christ is calling us out of our comfort zones and into the spiritual battlefield every single day. Don’t get caught in the comfort zone. Be reminded today that we do not focus on the things that are seen, but on the things that are unseen:“...Even though our outer person is being destroyed, our inner person is being renewed day by day.” — 2 Corinthians 4:16.

How are you pursuing discomfort for the sake of growth? Really, me eating my vegetables is a small battle in the grand scheme of things, but this physical discipline is helping build my spiritual disciplines. 

Christ wants us to pursue growth. How are you growing?

2 Corinthians 4:16–18

16 Therefore, we do not give up. Even though our outer person is being destroyed, our inner person is being renewed day by day.
17 For our momentary light affliction is producing for us an absolutely incomparable eternal weight of glory.
18 So we do not focus on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Peace and blessings,

Bryant

Why do Child Dedications?

Throughout the Scriptures, we read something surprising—God invites us to call Him Father. He views us (followers of Christ) as His children. That’s pretty amazing if you stop and think about it. 

He even says that children are a gift! (Psalm 127:3)

I don’t always feel like a gift. However, if you asked me about my own children, I would quickly tell you how much they mean to me. I love them even when it’s hard to (not badmouthing; ain’t nobody perfect). And yet, I can’t even imagine not loving them. I truly want what’s best for them, and I’m willing to do whatever it takes to make that a reality.

Child dedication is an expression of this desire. It’s a public declaration of our love and commitment to our children. 

Notice how God (through Paul) outlines what our commitment should look like in the home:

“Children, obey your parents in the Lord, because this is right. Honor your father and mother, which is the first commandment with a promise, so that it may go well with you and that you may have a long life in the land. Fathers, don’t stir up anger in your children, but bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.” (Ephesians 6:1–4, CSB)

The phrase “bring them up” is translated as “provides for” in Ephesians 5:29, describing how a man nourishes his own body (only used these 2 times in the NT). When parents dedicate their children, they are declaring that they will provide what’s needed for their children to receive the training and instruction of the Lord.

The word “training” means “the act of providing guidance for godly living.” Training can be tough; like a coach driving his players to stretch their limits. Parents who have dedicated their children to the LORD are willing to tell their children, “This is where we need to go. This is what you need to do.” 

Then Paul uses the word “instruction.” The technical definition is “counsel about avoidance or cessation of an improper course of conduct.” In basic terms, instruction is about wisdom and warning. God gives us parents so they will warn us from making mistakes...sometimes the same mistakes they have made. Parents don’t have the luxury of passivity. They are not “peers” and “buddies,” but they must respect the authority God has given them over their children.

God is clear that His first design for reaching a child is through his/her parents. When families dedicate their children at Grace, they are publicly declaring their commitment to raise children God’s way, and they’re inviting us to be their spiritual family of support and accountability.

Child dedication is really about dedicated parents. And it all started with God, the Father.

I'm excited that we have the honor of dedicating nine children this Sunday!

Grace and Peace,
Pastor Jack

Before Exclamation Points

It deserves a good Google when you get a chance, as to when punctuation marks were invented, but at the time that the Old Testament in our Bibles was written, there were no exclamation marks! Crazy, huh!?

One way writers could emphasize things was to repeat essential phrases. Psalm 130:5-6 is an excellent example of this.

Psalm 130:5-6

5 I wait for the Lord, my soul waits,
    and in his word I hope;
6 my soul waits for the Lord
    more than watchmen for the morning,
    more than watchmen for the morning.

The writer repeats "waiting for the Lord” twice and “more than watchmen for the morning” to emphasize how important those phrases are. It is a way to show their importance without exclamation marks.

Immediately, I thought of two scenarios when I read those words. They shed light on our own hearts as we seek to wait on God. I will confess right off that waiting on anything is not my strong suit. Because of that, I meditate often on the Psalms and God’s clear call to trust Him and wait while trusting Him. When we are waiting on God, we are waiting for Him to speak, comfort, counsel, or just be present with us. Waiting on God in the Bible is a picture of us yearning to be close to Him. 

Scene 1: My kids are both excellent sleepers, and when they were small, they’d sleep through the night most nights. We have friends in Michigan who had a son who woke up early every day. He would then wake up his little brother, who needed his rest to have a good day. These parents were smart, though, and they found an alarm clock… not one to wake the boys, but it was set up like a traffic light. Red meant to stay in bed, yellow meant it was almost time to get out of bed, and green meant go! This boy would wait in bed with anticipation for the light to go green so that he could launch out of bed and start the day. This story highlights the joy with which we should wait for God. Remember that waiting on a loving, joyful, personal God is not like waiting for the principal to come into the room when you are in trouble. Waiting on God should be like us waiting for the best part of our day, and not being able to contain ourselves as we get ready to enjoy God’s presence in our lives. Our motivation for waiting is not passive, but it should be waiting with anticipation for the ultimate joy of our souls. 

Scene 2: Put yourselves in the shoes of ancient watchmen: no radar, no flashlights, no spotlights, and no electronic surveillance of any kind. Whether you were patrolling the edge of a camp or the walls of a city, you were watching for a reason. There was always the threat of attack. Wild animals could come after your livestock or enemy soldiers could be ready to raid your grain. An army could be preparing for an attack in the early morning, and you had little chance at all of seeing them with nothing more than some torches for light. For any of you who have camped outside, especially in unfamiliar territory, you know that sounds in the night are not always as identifiable as we would like them to be. Consider, too, that the watchmen are also always on the defensive. Any attacker coming has a plan or strategy, and even something as simple as knowing when and where to attack is a huge advantage. The watchmen just have to be ready at all times. There is an intensity to this picture of waiting that we need to let work on our souls. I have had to pull all-nighters in college and also to take care of my kids when they are sick. However, there were only two times I can remember staying up all night with anything close to this level of intensity. Once, when my wife and I were living in Wichita, we had a trifecta of bad circumstances. There was a shooting across town where the person was not arrested right away, a seemingly unrelated shooting that we heard in our neighborhood, and a late-night loud knock on our door. Needless to say, I stayed up that night out of concern for our safety. On a less serious note, we were once living in the country, and there was a tornado watch in our area. I remember staying up well into the night until the radio said we were in the clear. In both of those cases, though, I had news channels, outside lights on my house, street lights, a cell phone to call the police, and so many options to stay safe. Imagine that ancient watchmen who would feel this overwhelming relief as the sun came fully up, all the shadows were gone, and the field around their zone was empty except for some deer or cows eating grass.

There is not one picture that captures waiting on God, so following the Psalmist's lead, I gave you two. There is an intensity and an anticipation as we wait for God to show up in our lives. It is not a passive waiting, but active, and we should react with relief and joy when He shows up for us. God loves being near to each of us. If you don’t feel close to Him, invite Him to come near to you. It's often our hearts, whether crusty or distracted, that are in the way of our knowing how close God is to us. Often, our waiting on Him is waiting for us to know and confess our distance from Him. Isaiah 30:18 highlights that God is waiting on us just like we are waiting on Him.

Isaiah 30:18
18 Therefore the Lord waits to be gracious to you,
    and therefore he exalts himself to show mercy to you.
For the Lord is a God of justice;
    blessed are all those who wait for him.

There is nothing worth pursuing more than nearness with God
There is nothing worth pursuing more than nearness with God

- Pastor Will

Hello Darkness, My Old Friend

Life is hard. As a kid, I remember hearing adults say that life would only get harder with time, but I didn’t believe them. Things felt simple and exciting. But what we take for granted as children, we often yearn for as adults.

As I grew into my teen years, the rose-tinted glasses began to come off. Life began to feel heavy, like I was carrying something I didn’t know how to name. Anxiety crept in. I started feeling different, like I didn’t quite belong. I believed I was broken. I wondered if God had checked out, because He was disappointed that I couldn’t be joyful and happy all the time.

But what I didn’t see back then: He never left. He was closer than ever.

The Bible is full of people who wrestled with hard emotions. Take Elijah in 1 Kings 19. He had just performed miraculous acts through God’s power, but Jezebel threatened his life in response. Elijah, drained and fearful, said, “I have had enough, Lord. Take my life; I am no better than my ancestors.” And how did God respond? Not with a reprimand, not with “be grateful.” Instead, He sent an angel to care for him, to be with him in the darkness. God met Elijah exactly where he was.

Or Jonah in chapter 4. He’s angry and overwhelmed, telling God, “Now, Lord, take away my life, for it is better for me to die than to live.” And God shows up. He talks to Jonah and even provides a plant to shade him from the sun after he runs off in frustration. God doesn't abandon Jonah to his bitterness. He stays present.

Pain was something I thought I had to just get through or ignore. But as I’ve walked through seasons of suffering, I’ve learned that God doesn’t ask us to run from our pain, but He asks us to meet Him in it. Jesus Himself didn’t run from His suffering. In the garden of Gethsemane, He prayed in anguish, asking God to take the cup of suffering away, but surrendered it to God. And on the cross, He cried out, 'My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?' Even the Son of God felt the weight of darkness.

Here’s the truth I’ve come to hold onto: God doesn’t leave us in that place. Elijah’s story doesn’t end in fear. Jonah’s story doesn’t end in bitterness. And Jesus' story certainly doesn’t end in death. God met each of them in their darkest moments and transformed and redeemed them. Pain didn’t get the final word.

In God’s hands, pain has purpose.

There’s no denying the darkness in our world: sickness, loss, poverty, injustice, and the list keeps going. It’s everywhere. But I encourage you, don’t rush past the pain; there is holy ground beneath your pain. Sit in it for a moment because that’s often where God shows up. He doesn’t avoid the broken places, instead, He meets us in them. And in His timing, He makes even the most shattered things beautiful.

Have the most amazing day!

Jayden Smith

God's Exception = God's Redemption

I had the joy of being asked to preach for a friend of mine last week at Harvest Bible Church in Ellsworth, KS. Marc Compton, who grew up at Grace and whose parents are still vital members here, is the pastor there. Harvest has a wonderful Bible reading plan that they use as a church family. To encourage the use of the plan, their Sunday morning preaching comes from a section of the reading plan that the church will read next week. So on Sunday, they are getting a preview of some of the reading they will do from Monday through Saturday.

So what was I stuck with… All of the Bible is beneficial (2 Tim. 3:16-17), but there are definitely denser parts where the benefit is harder to find. I found myself in the middle part of Deuteronomy, where there are many of the laws listed that God gave the Hebrew people to make it visibly obvious that they were separated from the other tribes around them. I didn’t get some of the fun parts at the beginning of Deuteronomy (like Deut 6), where Moses writes about loving God and teaching His ways to the next generation. I was stuck with things more like Deuteronomy 22:11-12 “Do not wear clothes made of both wool and linen. Make tassels on the four corners of the outer garment you wear.” It is sometimes hard to see how a law written in a faraway place, for a long-ago people, for reasons not 100% obvious at first glance, would provide a massive benefit to our relationships with God.

Further contributing to our ability to be apathetic about this portion of the Bible is the fact that many of these laws are those Jesus fulfilled- or better said, He cut through the red tape and gave us a direct relationship with God that no longer requires many of these laws. God is now focused on creating a kingdom of people from all nations rather than being in nation-building mode with a specific people group. However, if we trust that God is working to draw us closer to Himself and that He gave us His Word for our benefit, we must believe that there is a reason we are reading them. As I was reading from Deuteronomy 16 and onward, I knew I would have to look closely for something meaningful to spend 30 minutes discussing. 

I love history, as I have probably mentioned many times. So, when I came to Deuteronomy 23 and saw some laws about two nations that have an extensive past with the Hebrew people, I knew this might be the section I was looking for. In this chapter, God tells His people that they are to have nothing to do with the nations of Ammon and Moab. If you want to dive into that history and explore other relevant texts, I will include those at the bottom. The short version is this, and I will focus on Moab because it has a specific twist that teaches us something very important. Moab was a tribe of people whose beginnings occurred through incest. Throughout their history, sexual immorality was not just something they practiced but something they embraced as a way to hurt God’s people, the Hebrews. They were related to the Israelites, as Moab was started by Lot, who was the nephew of Abraham, the founder of the tribe of Israel. However, when the chance arose for Moab to offer hospitality (Abraham had once saved Lot’s life), they rejected kind gestures and threatened war. Moab was wicked and specifically sought the downfall of the Israelites. God did not take kindly to this; He commands His people to have nothing to do with them, not to marry them or even show kindness to them! God says that anyone who has any Moabite ancestor cannot enter into the religious assembly of their day. Anyone who had a Moabite in their family tree was not allowed to enter into the sacred place of worship and certainly they could not lead that as a leader of the religious assembly. This is not a strong suggestion either, but a firm command.

If you read the book of Ruth, any genealogy of King David, or either of the genealogies of Jesus in Matthew 1 or Luke 3, you will see that this command was broken. King David’s great-grandmother was from Moab. One of his more distant grandmothers was a Canaanite, and there was an equally strong restriction on that. Kind David should not have been able to worship God at the Tabernacle, which was the religious assembly of His day. David not only attended but was a leader in those worship events. Likewise, I think we all understand that Jesus, who was a descendant of David biologically (on His mother’s side, Luke 3) and legally (on Joseph Mary’s husband’s side, Matt 1) had those same people in His family tree. Jesus is not just the leader of our worship but the object of it.

Rather than belabor the point and explain the ins and outs of Biblical context and other cases where God provides exceptions for people to enter His worship who weren’t supposed to, the Bible leads us to this conclusion. God’s redemption, His saving of people from destruction, makes exceptions for His laws. God saves people and brings them into His family when they are forbidden to enter His presence. That is the lesson of this legal, historical saga. 

This lesson is absolutely for us today. Not only are we supposed to be actively pursuing people “outside” of our assembly to bring them in, but we ARE those people. This exception to the law is not an actual exception, it is something more significant: it is a redemption. We can all be eternally grateful for that! Our sin breaks God’s law and forbids us from ever entering a relationship with Him. Every time God makes an “exception,” it is because repentance and redemption take place. Just like Ruth, who was a Moabite, she repented, declaring that God would be her God and God’s people would be her people; she declared herself no longer a daughter of Moab but a child of God. She was then redeemed and brought into God’s people. We are just like her. The Gospel is God’s great exception, better said as a redemption. He saves us from being forbidden to enter His presence because He sent Jesus to die on the cross for us to wipe away the sin that keeps us out. He rose from the dead so that He could bring us into God’s presence forever. We should not lose our joy over the act that brought us into the worship of God, and we should not lose sight of the call God has on us to bring others in, too.

References: Gen. 19:30-38, Num. 20:14-21, Num. 22-23, Judges 3:12-31, Judges 11:14-17, Ruth, Isaiah 15-16, Jeremiah 48-49, Zeph. 2:8-11, Ezekiel 25:8-11, 2 Peter 2:15-16, Rev 2:14

Pastor Will

Who Is This Man

Repetition is a powerful tool for memorizing verses and information. It’s something we seek out to help us grow. But repetition when it’s not on our terms, can feel irritating. Like a song on loop, or someone bringing the same problem to you without seeking solutions. What once was helpful can quickly become annoying.

Over the past few years, something has been repeated and not by any one person. One day, someone laid it out clearly for me, “Jayden, God is trying to tell you something. Listen.”

It all started about five years ago when I attempted to follow The Bible Recap with a few of my youth group leaders. The Bible Recap is a chronological Bible reading plan, and by day four, I hit the book of Job, and I struggled. I hate to admit it, but I became Job’s number one hater that year. I told myself I would never read that book again, dismissing it as nothing more than useless back-and-forth between Job and his so-called friends. End of discussion. Book closed.

Two years later, I found myself at a Christian university, where my Old Testament professor dedicated an entire lecture to the uniqueness of Job. He explained how the book was primarily written as poetry rather than a classic narrative. This stirred grace within me, and I had a desire to reread the book. After all, if Job made it into the Bible, it probably had something to teach.

I went verse by verse, reading different commentaries over each section of the book of Job. After many months and a couple breaks, I finally finished. I admit, I was wrong about Job.

Job was “a man of perfect integrity, who fears God and turns away from evil” (1:8). Satan approached God, questioning Job’s faith, arguing that it was only strong because of His blessings. So, God allowed Satan to test him. One by one, Job lost everything—his servants, his wealth, even his children (1:14). His wife urged him to curse God and be done with it (2:9), but “throughout all of this Job did not sin in what he said” (2:10). Then, his three friends arrived, mourning with him before launching into 34 chapters of debate. Job wrestled with his pain, his confusion, and his questions, yet he held fast to God.

In those chapters, there is so much to unpack. Job 31 echoes the sermon on the mount. It covers the same ethical issues, like lust (31:1,9-12), loving your neighbor (31:13-15), social justice (31:16-23), and idolatry (31:24-28). Then, God finally answers Job in chapter 38.

I made a note in Job 38:2-3, that says, “We shouldn’t think that God expected them to know what they couldn’t know, He wanted them to appreciate that there were aspects to the matter known to God but hidden to man. Those things made sense of things that don’t make sense.” Then my favorite chapter comes last. Job comes humbly before God in contentment with not knowing the answers to questions he has had about his situation. God then restores Job. My favorite quote from one of the commentaries I read says this,

“If we find it exasperating that God never gives Job any reason for his long ordeal of suffering, then we have entirely missed the point of these final chapters. While it is true that the Lord’s answer was neither logical nor theological, this is not the same as saying that he gives no answer. The Lord does give an answer. His answer is Himself.”

Which leads to the question, who is this man who praised God when all was lost? Who is this man who fell in prayer saying, “The Lord gives, and the Lord takes away. Blessed be the name of the Lord,” (1:21)?  Who is this man who says, “as long as my breath is still in me and the breath from God remains in my nostrils, my lips will not speak unjustly,” (27:3-4)? Because in all honesty, I would doubt God’s love. I have had doubts over smaller things, let alone the loss of everything and everyone I love.

The book of Job doesn’t provide easy answers, but it does reveal truth: God is sovereign, and He is enough. Even in suffering, even in confusion, even when we don’t understand, He is still God, and He is still good. Job may not have received the answers he wanted, but he encountered God Himself, and that was more than enough. May we, too, find peace not in explanations, but in the presence of our Creator.

Have an amazing day!

Jayden Smith